2011 is in the end....2012 is coming

Finally,today is the last day of 2011.
Time was so fast and elapsed unexpectedly.
Admittedly,
I haven't been good this year.
I am very immature and lazy this year.
So,here is my new year resolution:
(1)Getting more better in English,this is what I want urgently right now.To be achieving 5.5 and above band scores in IELTS is my new year first ever wish.
English is my favorite language, that's why I want to.
(2)End of the year?come on!This is totally fake,world is not going to be ended easily.
I strongly disbelieve this rumor after all.
(3)My friends and family, they're very good to me.
They've been supporting me,taking care of me.I owe you guys so much,I don't know how to thank you.Luv you all.The true friendship is everlasting, I will treasure it.
(3)My lovely dogs Bei and Dong always be healthy and happy.
Live is ephemeral,so I want to do what I want to do,my dream is not just a dream,it's my future,my energy to let me keep living on.
Hope I can get an excellent result in IELTS!
DO YOUR BEST!

Now...I'm scared.

I'm so tried right now.....
My IELTS.....
is getting worst than I have never imagined....
Can u believe it?
I just got 2 correct in 6 questions....
and I have no idea for writing part....
IELTS band scores 5.5...
can I achieve it?
I can't trust myself anymore.
Am I capable of achieving this scores?
Or just My English bad?
Or I don't know how to prepare it?

English

Even though English is my favorite language, even though I've been working hard on learning English.But I still feel my English is very very bad.
I know, My English skill is better among my friends, but my English still not than good.
I am even worst than my younger brother,I should be ashamed.
I've been reading a lot of articles to improve my reading skill.
Watching a lot of tv shows to improve my listening and speaking skills.
I know I'm poor in writing, I don't have any professional English teacher to give me suggestion to make a correction.
I was doing IELTS reading passages, I just got 3 questions correct in 10 question.
Is that good?
I don't even truly understand what the writing task 2 topic is.
I'm frighten and scared....Am I capable of living in Canada?
I won't give up, though.
I just concern about If I didn't get the required band scores in IELTS.(I hope I won't be happening)and compulsorily enrolled in Academic English courses and waste my parents' money.
Keep your chin up,other people are capable of obtaining a great results in IELTS,why don't I?I won't get the results and I will be a lunatic.
Trying hard and go through the problem that I encounter.

Insecurity

I feel insecure on final Trail Exam....
I don't have any time to make any revisions.
It too rush...we just rest less than 20 minutes before taking another exam after first subject.
Who planed this shitty timetable?Screw YOU!
A lot of things to read,I should have done revisions at holidays...T.T
It's no time to regret.The only thing I can do is read read read...
I predict this time exam will be very bad,the worst exam result in my entire life since junior middle three.
I wanna cry.But no tears in my eyes.
And the fucking ns offer letter has come to my house.
UGH!!This two months will be my worst part in this year!

Can't wait going to Canada.

Since I have been admitted by ICM....I can't wait going there.
I want to see snow, I want to eat western food, I want to see and live in western countries style building, I want to involve into western culture.....
But Waiting is cruel,I have to take those fucking exams like UEC and FUCKING IELTS.
Some people say U will not get the sweet before u taste the sour,I know.
My god,why???
Why we have to take EXAM?
FUCK IT!

I've been admitted by ICM!

This is good news.I've been admitted by ICM.
They will give me unconditional offer if I achieve these two rules:
1.IELTS 5.5 maybe I will obtain this band.But I don't have any confident and I'm not sure I can get this band successfully as well.By the way, If I don't meet the scores,English courses operated by them will be my choice. My plans had been corrupted , i thought I could go to Language school to learn English properly and force myself to speak English even in writing fluently.
2. Final Result in school averages 70% , I will get it if I hardworking, It won't be a problem.(The first things is I have to work hard in doing revision.)==

If the plans not going to change, I will take IELTS exam at 8 OCT,after graduation examination in school and before UEC as well.

Well, It's time to do revision.

I'm not giving up my America Dream, Just postpone it.

I went to Education Counseling center(JMECC).
I thought I could apply successfully to USA colleges.
But I was failed.
In reality,US is not my best place to go.
Because, immigration is difficult.
I want to immigrate to western countries, but US is not that easy.
SO,recommended by Agent,I had chosen Canada.
University of Manitoba, I don't know about this university.
But I had applied to this university,How fool was I,huh?
Hope I have been admitted.
Because this is the only possibility and opportunity to go to western countries.
God Bless Me, please.I am exhausted.
My school result is not bad,but not that good.
Reality always beat down dreams,but the dreams never give up.
After climbing a mountain, there would be a wonderful side behind the mountain.
I want to be that good, but I have to pay that price to obtain that goods.
Hope I am admitted by the university.
GOD
BLESS
ME
THANKS .

Going to apply University.

Finally,I'm going to apply university~*yay
I had been waiting for result paper for a long time....
Here are my favorite universities,I have been finding using half years,though.
1.Marshall University.
2.Utah State University.
3.San Jose State University
4.Southern Utah University
5.The university of San Francisco
6.The University of central Oklahoma
7.Other community college (Worst plan)
The consideration of choosing university are location(I fucking hate big cities like Los Angeles, New York or Chichago.Second,is fee....(Annual cost over 35000 is fucking expensive.Next is requirement, I am not intent of attempt to take any exam Like IELTS or even SAT.Just wasting my time soul money to prepare these useless exams.So,I'm choosing those universities don't require international student to take SAT.
Or most important,the food!JUNK FOOD!!!OMFG!

Finally,exam has come.....

Time is cruel,Time is passing us rapidly as we cannot expected.
Finally,the scariest things ever in my life are coming---"examination"
I am senior 3 student that's why i am very afraid and have a fear of exam.
This is undeniable.
But,the stress appeared as the fear come out.
I fell very stressful and I am going to crazy soon.
Tremendous and gigantic scope of exam....10 subjects.
We(Malaysia student) are more misery than other western countries student,because we are living in three language system country,various of languages make us confused and in perplexity, I don't get it.

100 posts for BRITNEY~~

YAY~~FINALLY~I've made this Blog since 2009,Perhaps.
And this is remarkable & worth to be celebrated~
This is my 100 posts of this BLOG~*Claps*
And this post is inspired about Britney~
Britney has made a OFFICIAL announcement about a plan of promote her newest album at San Francisco,making a appearance at ELLEN SHOW and Kid choice award..I'm so excited and intoxicated~ecstasy~
Also, she is shooting her new single "Tills the world ends" omg~~I can't wait,totally.
Okay..I will going to be mad if I continue talking about Britney Spears.
Let's us talk about the bad thing....I've spent my whole 2 hours of my life to watch a fucking useless and boring movie!I don't recognize the name,haha.
I shouldn't have watched it!FUCK!
Okay~Calm down.....
Happiest things is I'm going to Australia again at June~=D
Hoping noting will goes bad that day.
It would be very fun unless the stupid eldest brother making some bullshit....
so, pray for me that day will be usual and good progress.
Important is let's us pray for Japan, they've faced a tremendous catastrophe.
But the way, this is different between this incident and WW2,they will be helped by various countries as well.

FUCK 2012 end of the world shitty stuff

March of 11th, Japan earthquake. As usual,after a disaster is the time for spreading the 2012 end of the world rumor.
What 2012 end of the world? Just a RUMOR and PREDICTION, okay?
You still believe the LAME RUMOR instead of believing your intelligent?IRONIC!
Earthquake happen everyday, depend on it's location and magnitude.
It happened at People Living Place coincidentally only!Not because of the END OF THE WORLD PREDICTION!
Maya!Please responsible about this rumor!You've made this world into a worst situation!

After CNY, Fucking exam....impulse to Foriegn Country.

I didn't fell even a little atmosphere of CNY...no sounds of firework, no people noisy around, no....mmm
Perhaps they know fireworks are able to make a pollution of air, right?
So, The one thing that make me exhausted is EXAM!
FUCK it.I wish I could ruin it as well.
They have made me SICK,ya know.
I wanna go to another western countries, after all. Seeing them living like without problem or I couldn't know.

Dreams

Dreams is very essential to all of us...
Human being must have at least one desire or dreams or goal or resolution...
Dreams have to achieved...
I have several dreams but not possible to complete.
I have a cute dream impossible dream the dreams are hypothetical.
I wish to myself,I must have gone to New York city,no matter as a tourist, as a student even as a legal resident at there.I have to go there.
This is the energy that I can live until now.
The important quotes..."Have dreams is better than without dreams"

It've been two months and I miss Australia

it's been two months since 1116.....
I still sad but hope I will go through it soon....
today is The day that I was walked into Hospital,It's worth to be celebrated.
I was looking the picture that I taken at Australia....
The feeling came again....The feeling was calling me back to Aus...
Terror of desire..LOL
Australia was submerged by heavy rain....I was so miserable.
Hope Aus will recover as soon as once the catastrophe gone.

I hate Senior 3!

UEC!UEC!FUCKING UEC!
What kind of this fucking stuff!It make me stressful and disguise!
Anyway,I very very hate my BM teacher as I wanna kill him!
He is pointless,indeed pointless!
He is annoying!indeed annoying!
I hate him so much!
Please,time,I'm begging you,please gone faster

Can'r wait USA any longer~[

I can't wait go to USA any longer~Many convenient should given to me when I go to USA~
Kindle ebooks,Itunes store,Music,games and more is seducing me!They're alluring as well as a guy are looking at a shirtless girl!

I have Determined!!LOGAN UTAH!!

I have been searching whole America University!
I have to consider about Climate,Population,Citizen life style,Tuition fee and more of that place.
Finally,I have found a place that definitely match my imagination and desire!
Logan Utah.Utah is a state that located at America West.
I love Logan temperature,because it's quite cold,7F(lol)
I love the place,it isn't much complicated as New York.
I love the school named Utah State University,the fee is cheap and requirement is low.
One year 20000++us Dollar,is one of the cheapest fee in entire America University!