2011 is in the end....2012 is coming

Finally,today is the last day of 2011.
Time was so fast and elapsed unexpectedly.
Admittedly,
I haven't been good this year.
I am very immature and lazy this year.
So,here is my new year resolution:
(1)Getting more better in English,this is what I want urgently right now.To be achieving 5.5 and above band scores in IELTS is my new year first ever wish.
English is my favorite language, that's why I want to.
(2)End of the year?come on!This is totally fake,world is not going to be ended easily.
I strongly disbelieve this rumor after all.
(3)My friends and family, they're very good to me.
They've been supporting me,taking care of me.I owe you guys so much,I don't know how to thank you.Luv you all.The true friendship is everlasting, I will treasure it.
(3)My lovely dogs Bei and Dong always be healthy and happy.
Live is ephemeral,so I want to do what I want to do,my dream is not just a dream,it's my future,my energy to let me keep living on.
Hope I can get an excellent result in IELTS!
DO YOUR BEST!

Now...I'm scared.

I'm so tried right now.....
My IELTS.....
is getting worst than I have never imagined....
Can u believe it?
I just got 2 correct in 6 questions....
and I have no idea for writing part....
IELTS band scores 5.5...
can I achieve it?
I can't trust myself anymore.
Am I capable of achieving this scores?
Or just My English bad?
Or I don't know how to prepare it?

English

Even though English is my favorite language, even though I've been working hard on learning English.But I still feel my English is very very bad.
I know, My English skill is better among my friends, but my English still not than good.
I am even worst than my younger brother,I should be ashamed.
I've been reading a lot of articles to improve my reading skill.
Watching a lot of tv shows to improve my listening and speaking skills.
I know I'm poor in writing, I don't have any professional English teacher to give me suggestion to make a correction.
I was doing IELTS reading passages, I just got 3 questions correct in 10 question.
Is that good?
I don't even truly understand what the writing task 2 topic is.
I'm frighten and scared....Am I capable of living in Canada?
I won't give up, though.
I just concern about If I didn't get the required band scores in IELTS.(I hope I won't be happening)and compulsorily enrolled in Academic English courses and waste my parents' money.
Keep your chin up,other people are capable of obtaining a great results in IELTS,why don't I?I won't get the results and I will be a lunatic.
Trying hard and go through the problem that I encounter.