The first stage is always tough and thrilling.

Well,I've been Winnipeg Canada 2 months more.Can you believe it?
I've been living without hospitality from my family,I couldn't find it conceivable to be realistic.
I used to be dependent on my family,but now I am capable of doing any chores by myself.

The first semester is going to an end,and this semester,has been thrilling as if riding a roller coaster.
There were a lot of things happen in this two months,but luckily,I've overcome them one by one.
I feel that...I'm growing up.This is a strange feeling I've ever had.
The first time,I cried for someone's death.
The first time,I'm brave enough to do a thing that I couldn't believe myself that I actually did it.
The first time,I can hate a person who is unable to teach a class well.
The first time...

Well,we have a lot of first time to be experiencing,right?
If there is no up and down between the life span,it means you are not living,you're surviving.

Guess my English has been improving unexpectedly right?
This is one of the reason I came to Canada.
This proves that I've made a right determination.

Being Optimistic,is the first work in my life to-do list.
and not going to be check-out.

 

I just want the simplest thing in the world now:Friendship

I want to have some friends,
which can always be with me,talk to me,care about me.
Just like I had and have in secondary school.
The people who are my "best friend" in Canada,they have their own group and own friends who are way more important than me.
Probably,I'm greedy and selfish,but I just want some even just one friend who is always available when I need him.
It's been two months,friends?I have,"Best friend"?,I don't have any.
They are not always available for my needs,they have their own friend groups,but I just have them.
I'm alone most of the time,eating dinner myself,doing homework myself,going shopping myself.
I don't have friend,but I can be my great friend.
Whereas,I'm still feeling lonely,I want a friend,that's all.
Who are good to me,who can have dinner with me.
Who are always available to be hanging out with me...
Why?
Am I not good?I'm always trying to be someone good friend.
Why?you guys are still neglecting my existence?
I called you,you didn't answer;
I text you, you didn't reply;
I invited you to dinner,you said you had other things to do;
I want to....I'm selfish.
I won't forsake after all.
I'm looking for my best friend,and they're not ready to show up.
I am persistent person,I believe my capability and ability.
I ain't a person who are easily collapsed.
I am who I am.
Best friend,I will be waiting for your appearance.