2012/07/07

I just want the simplest thing in the world now:Friendship

I want to have some friends,
which can always be with me,talk to me,care about me.
Just like I had and have in secondary school.
The people who are my "best friend" in Canada,they have their own group and own friends who are way more important than me.
Probably,I'm greedy and selfish,but I just want some even just one friend who is always available when I need him.
It's been two months,friends?I have,"Best friend"?,I don't have any.
They are not always available for my needs,they have their own friend groups,but I just have them.
I'm alone most of the time,eating dinner myself,doing homework myself,going shopping myself.
I don't have friend,but I can be my great friend.
Whereas,I'm still feeling lonely,I want a friend,that's all.
Who are good to me,who can have dinner with me.
Who are always available to be hanging out with me...
Why?
Am I not good?I'm always trying to be someone good friend.
Why?you guys are still neglecting my existence?
I called you,you didn't answer;
I text you, you didn't reply;
I invited you to dinner,you said you had other things to do;
I want to....I'm selfish.
I won't forsake after all.
I'm looking for my best friend,and they're not ready to show up.
I am persistent person,I believe my capability and ability.
I ain't a person who are easily collapsed.
I am who I am.
Best friend,I will be waiting for your appearance. 

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